The innovation point is the pivotal moment when talented and motivated people seek the opportunity to act on their ideas and dreams. — W. Arthur Porter
The first time I applied for the Google Innovator Academy, I really thought that I had a good project idea. However, because of medical issues, I could not fully commit to putting together a top-notch application and video. The day applications were due was the day I created my video. I had just been at home on medical leave for 4 weeks and not feeling my best. Needless to say, I was rejected. I was disappointed but not much. I knew what I submitted was not my best work, so I couldn’t really be upset when I received the following email from the Innovator Program Team:
The second time I applied, I loved my idea. I put together a great video and application. I eagerly awaited hearing back from the Innovator Program Team. It wasn’t to be. Again. This time I was more than disappointed. I couldn’t figure out why I was not accepted to be part of the Boulder 16 cohort. I remember watching the Twitter hashtag for the academy, and I was quite jealous. I felt like my time had passed, and I would never be a Google Innovator. I saved the second rejection email. I am not sure why, but I did.
When I was rejected after the second application, I decided that I would take a break from applying. I fundamentally believed that there was something wrong with how I was approaching the entire process, and I needed time to regroup. I also thought that there was something fundamentally wrong with me since I could not put together an application packet that was worthy of being accepted. I would watch the #GoogleEI Twitter feed each time a new cohort was announced. Each time I would see the congratulatory emails from those accepted, I was reminded of my failure. I pretty much decided that I would not apply again. I felt like I could make a difference without the Google Innovator label. Plus, I was tired of getting the email that said, “Sorry, we don’t want you but keep doing what you are doing.” Okay, that’s not what the email said, but that’s how I interpreted the message.
After enough time had passed, and I found other reasons to be proud of my work (I co-authored #Edumatch 16: Snapshot in Education and signed a contract with my publisher to write my next book due next year), I decided that I could try one more time. I am not a quitter, and I could not let myself not try again. This time I didn’t spend hours trying to find a project. I let my project find me. One evening I was online and saw a bus that had been repurposed into a mobile learning center. At that moment, I knew what I had to do for my next Google Innovator application project. I am not the instructional technology coach assigned to the elementary schools in my district, but I do visit them from time to time. I also have an eight year old foster son living with me. He loves to tinker with stuff. There are many days that he will go in his room and make things. He then will ask me to come in and play whatever game he has made up. His games usually involve throwing things and counting things. When my idea hit me, I knew that we needed a mobile STEM lab in our district. Our kids need places they can tinker, create, collaborate, critically think, and communicate with one another. Just like districts around the country, money is an issue. We cannot put STEM labs in every school, but we can have a bus that travels around the district and expose our students to as many opportunities as possible.
From the moment I had the idea to make a mobile STEM lab, I knew that would be the project that I would do regardless of my status as an Innovator. I want it for my foster son and the children in our district. I now know that in my two previous attempts, I was not passionate. I cared, but those projects did not keep me up at night. This project does. This is the project that I want to complete and share with others around the world. This project I want to use to train teachers in using STEM in the classroom. This project will allow me to go from school to school in my district and possibly neighboring districts and watch students be amazed as they create and communicate with students in their classrooms and around the globe. Yes, they will be able to do Google Hangouts while in the bus.
When putting my project application together, I had to do a slide deck explaining the problem, and how I hoped to solve it. To complement the slide deck, I had to create a video and upload it to YouTube. I spent a lot of time on both because I wanted my passion to shine so that those judging the applications could see how important this project is to me. I even went so far as to record my video on a school bus. I felt that atmosphere would add just the right touch. As I completed the various parts of the application, I had trusted friends look over it and give me suggestions. I wanted to make sure that I was not overlooking anything. The most consistent feedback that I got was to make sure that my project was scalable meaning I needed to make sure that the mobile STEM lab idea is something that can be replicated by others. Sounds easy enough. Right? I tweaked the application and submitted it. I will go ahead and tell you that I am not a patient person. Initially applicants were told that acceptance letters would be sent out on June 4, 2017. Somewhere along the way, the date got changed to June 6th. I was tortured every moment of every day as I waited to see if I had finally been accepted to be a Google Innovator.
I began checking my email at 12:01 AM on June 6th. I checked, rechecked, and checked again. All day long. I watched the Twitter feed. I checked my SPAM folder. I had two training sessions on Google Classroom. My mind was half on the training and half on my email. Still no answer by the end of the work day. My church had Vacation Bible School that week, and I had registered my foster son and my nephew. Let me apologize to God for what I am about to say. I have no idea what transpired that evening during VBS. I was checking email. At exactly 8:00 PM, my pastor was praying. I did not have my eyes closed nor was I paying him any attention. I was scanning my email and saw one from The Google for Education Innovator Program. Before I clicked on the message, I saw, “Congratulations from the Google for Education Innovator Program Team.” Although my pastor was praying, my church is not one that is okay with folks screaming out during the prayers. I had to refrain. I opened the email and saw what I had been wanting to see for so long:
I made it! Finally. I was going to be an Innovator. I, Leslie R. Fagin, was going to Washington, DC, with 36 other phenomenal educators. The #WDC17 cohort would be tasked with something similar to our predecessors – be different, be creative, be innovative, be the driving force behind change in our educational system and our communities and our world.
Of course, being selected to attend the Innovator Academy is not the end of my journey. It’s just the beginning. Since my intention is to share the process with others so they can replicate it in their districts, I will blog on this site and add videos on my YouTube Channel. Not long after our acceptance letters were sent out, we received a ton of information about what to expect as well as things that we needed to do prior to our arrival in DC. I will continue to share my experience as I travel the road to becoming a Google Innovator. I can’t wait until I get to the Google Office in DC, nor can I wait to see the bus in motion sometime in 2018. I already have a name for it, and I can’t wait to unveil it at the press conference. Yes, there will be a press conference.
5 thoughts on “Ms. Fagin Goes to Washington, Part I”
Thank you for sharing this! I shared my sting of rejection with you when I applied for this cohort. There’s something about hearing a no that pushes you to reevaluate and try even better the next time. I am excited to see this vision come to life for the teachers and students you serve. Congratulations, again!
Thanks! I will be sharing as much as possible. I really want to see a concept similar to this in districts around the country. Our students need/deserve as many opportunities as possible.
Leslie, Ahhhh- I’m still so excited for you! I just subscribed to your YouTube channel, and I can’t wait to follow along. Your passion is palpable, and I love your determination regardless of the outcome. You truly modeled failing forward, and like Knikole mentioned, sometimes we need to “no” to reevaluate and make our original ideas even better.
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Definitely something I needed to hear! We all need to keep going! I am working on my PhD in Educational Technology and Design because I want to make a impact on a large scale. Through this PhD journey and other experinces, I am building my creadibilty because as we grow, others around us grow too. Your experience has reentreinterjized me. It’s far from over!
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